Tuesday 22 November 2016

A day trip in a hectic life

HI EVERYONE!

Decided to update my rather dead blog by posting about my trip to JB!! Yes I manage to find time to actually cross the bother to eat some good food next door.
Actually, I went to JB for the first time in my whole life early this year and I sort of missed the chance to blog about it (cuz life). Then last thursday, I actually made another day trip there with my uni friends (as a reward for finishing assignments before deadline) and decided to write a combined post of it here!!

After visiting the place twice, I realised how much I've missed out in my 22 years of living in Singapore as I've never crossed the customs to visit the place nearest to Singapore and I was so stoked for my first trip to JB.

Anyways: #1 Day trip to JB

The  first trip was filled with food! We ate literally from morning to night.
Things that we ate that day
Laksa>Brunch meal>Waffle>Ice Cream>Seafood>Roti Bomb

We didn't even shop that day...we just ate..and ate. rofl.

And it was really fun to hang with my uni friends! Plus one of my friend could drive and hence we moved around eating really good things!!

From the first trip was where I was introduced to this coffee shop called "Just want coffee, JWC" and it became the 'cafe to go to' when I visit JB. Seriously their cold brew is awesome and their brunch is really delicious!! If you drink their cold brew, every other cold brew coffee in singapore does no justice to cold brew.

If you like ice cream and want to experience something cool then visit KONE! They serve ice cream on dry ice and it was pretty cool as it lasted.

We then had seafood for dinner on the waters! (Which was pretty cool again) and I remember loving the spicy prawn dish! (I ate it though I was allergic to prawns..it was really good...though I suffered later cuz I ended up with an inflamted throat)

My new "go-to" cafe in JB! 

Their brunch is pretty filling and affordable!

Cafe Round #2: Atlas coffee embassy, where we shared the waflle!






Kone cafe that had pretty cool Interiors!


Went to get Seafood on a floating platform! It was a really cool dining experience 


Ended our trip with Teh Tarik and Roti Bomb :)


#2 Day Trip to JB 2!

The second trip happened just last thursday and it was more for shopping than eating.
We ate Laksa (again), then shopped at the newly renovated Jasco (Which is HUGE by the way, but there were still some stores in the making), then off for brunch at JWC (YASSS), then we hopped over to get our nails done then hung around city square mall (Which is huge ass as well) and finally ate steamboat for dinner (which was major nomz!!). It was a pretty laidback day filled with shopping and I remember buying a lot of cling wraps (Have I mentioned how good Daiso's cling wrap is?! Like for $2 , or in the case of JB RM5.30, its really good quality. Better then the western ones I feel. In the past, I agree that daiso's cling wraps were flimsy but now they are much more sturdier and easier to cut away then the normal ones you see in NTUC anyho..just a tip for people looking for cling wraps).

I also managed to get a discount on the shirt I really like from Uniqlo so I was pretty happy. Only downside was I came down with a bad throat after the trip. I literally lost my voice and was told not to talk for 2 days by the doctor.

Anyways, if you are in JB, do  check out JWC! Like it's are really good place to chill and have brunch. Their Mocha cold brew as well as hazelnut cold brew latte is nice!!

Hazelnut Cold Brew Latte



Well, I'll sign off here! Till the next post!!

Saturday 8 October 2016

About Dramas and Shows #1

Hey to all  you people who reads my blog!

How have you been? I've been busy all around as usual (if you want to know about my days then follow me on dayre!).

You'd think that with how busy I am, I won't have anything else but I actually do! No matter how busy I am, I haven't stop watching dramas and variety shows. So today, i'm going to list how the programmes I recommend!


1. W



This drama just ended and if you are k-drama fan you probably watched it. If you haven't, this drama is really worth watching. At first when I heard this drama without knowing its content I was like "meh, this dosen't seem worthwhile..its just another romance drama" but then I was wrong. The plot was refreshing and different from what's been out in the k-drama scene. Though the ending was iffy and not what I expected *cough*sorry for spoiler*cough*, the entire first half of the drama was really good so do check it out!


2. Hit The Stage



I rarely put up on my blogs on the kind of variety shows I watch so this would actually be the first and I really really recommend this show. I started watching this show since it first came out because of U-kwon from block b (whose finally getting some recognition thanks to this show! There's more to block b then zico #justsaying #istillloveyouzico). And homg I was blown away by his performance@ Especially the Joker performance, it really made a huge impression, like I knew he was in-charge of dance in Block B but where has he been hiding this talent?  I was also blown away by the other team's performances especially in the last performance.  With a new theme every 2 weeks, its been an amazing show. There were also performances by the J-black dance crew every week and their really awesome!  So if dance is something you like to watch, then hit the stage is for you! This show is very different from the rest, cuz honestly theres enough singing shows, a show on dance is a cool concept amongst that.


3. Jealousy Incarnate

This is a drama that is ongoing and I recently started to watch it myself. Its up till I think episode 14 and its another typical romance drama where two guys fall in love with a girl. But hey, we need a cheesy romance drama somewhere in our life and I'm a fan of go kyung pyo (since reply 1988) so I decided to check this out. Also, I could relate to Gong Hyo Jin's character to a certain extent so when Go kyung's pyo's character appeared in the film, my mind just went 'he is ultimate goals'. Not cuz his character is rich, but his personality and the way he says things...oh man..if only guys like that exsist in real life (lets keep dreaming momoko). But yeah, this was a good 'pick me up' show.


4. Scarlet Heart Ryeo

When I first heard this drama was coming out, I was super excited because 1.it was a korean remake of a chinese drama (bu bu jing xin) I used to love. 2. Nam Joo Hyuk is in it...come on I had to watch it.
However when I started watching, all my reasons above went out the door and now I watch cuz Lee Jun Ki comes out every week. The plot is honestly not the best (its quite different from the chinese drama) but the characters make it more bearable to watch. Though i must say starting from this week, the drama's plot might finally be intense, but thats not the point. What's more important is lee jun ki. How did he get so handsome?! I've watched him a couple of times but i've never really thought he was super handsome? He starred in a movie, 'the king and the clown' that i watched yearrrrrsss back and I remember thinking he was pretty cute. Cute and pretty, he was more like a flowerboy. Then I saw him in 'the scholar who walks through the night' (which I watched cuz TVXQ Changmin was in it) and I was like 'wow, he still hasn't lost his look' but when I watched him on scarlet heart, he looked really different in it. It could be cause he seems more skinner and manly in the outfit I dont know..OR it could the long hair he sports (forever a weakness) but he looks really good and I wait for a new episode of this drama just to watch him.

So! if you are looking for a show to make your day, then I'd recommend this drama.

I'll stop my recommendations here. The list would probably continue along the months as new dramas and shows starts so I'll update once in a while with that.

Just so you know I'm a huge fan of koreans shows, hence all the above are basically korean programmes. So if you have a suggestion like what I should watch then let me know below!!
If you've watched the programmes, let me know your thoughts!

Till the next post!

Cheers!

Tuesday 9 August 2016

Of turning 22 and the end of the most painful semester

Well, I'm back again to update!
I've finally gotten over my most painful semester. 
Yesterday was my last paper and though it wasn't an easy parting, I was done. 

Also, Im offically 22 years old! 
Turned 22 last Thursday and well, I spent it just like any day. 
I spent my day in the office, catching up and clearing stuff at work, 
then studying on my way home, only to be so exhausted to the point I couldn't move. 

Honestly speaking, I really wanted to pop open some cans of beer and eat good food but I was exhausted to beyond means and furthermore I had to wake up the next day to study. As for good food, cuz my dad was not at home by the time I got home, my mom just cooked me instant noodles. But hey, I was craving for them so I ain't complaining. 

My parents didn't specifically celebrate this year as well. However, I could tell that they felt really guilty for not being able to get me anything, but seriously, I dont need anything. 
I have a home, two loving, hardworking parents who brought me up till today. What more do I need? 
(Plus my mom already told me since I was young that she was gonna take care of me until I turn 21...but she still makes noise whenever I say I want to travel/go somewhere...hmm) 

So rather then opening a beer and just having fun, I got home, laid in bed and just watched k-pop videos. That was when I realised, I'm really thankful for discovering K-pop. 
I remember really hating and going "k-pop?! PFFFFTTTT" when it first became a boom when I was in Sec 3. Well...look at me now. 7 years later, when most of my friends have given up following k-pop and having fun in the real world, I'm still lying in bed laughing and watching 13 boys whom are all younger then me trying to survive in a village.

But yeah, the exam period really took a toll on me. I was soooo tempted to go and hang out with my friends and just have fun. But I kept these feelings in check and spent my days in the library, trying to remember over 12 weeks of content in a week. (and for what. I couldn't even answer my essay question for my paper yesterday..omfg. My psych paper was alright but the media paper was just....heartbreaking).

However, I officially burned out 2 days before my first paper. I didn't want to eat, I just felt really tired and my body ached everywhere. I also didn't want to leave my bed. I kept thinking that if I just lied there, the world will forget me. Then, my secondary school friend saved me and messaged if I wanted to have lunch. So I did because I knew either way, if it wasn't for my friend, I wouldn't have moved at all that day. So I went to lunch and eventually also went out to watch suicide squad. After that, I felt a tad bit better so I revised about 1-2 chapters before I knocked out until the next morning,

I guess I just felt really tired and exhausted by everything because my body just couldn't keep up with what I really wanted to do. I needed to work, to study but I also wanted to be with my friends so so much. I just wanted to hang out with them before they get caught up and busy with their lives but it wasn't at the right time. Also, I think my last school holiday had to do with this tiredness that I felt. My last holiday was just 2 weeks long and before I knew it, it was back to school to the two most rigid modules I ever taken in uni.Then time passed so fast that assignment month came and exams happened.

Now that I'm done for the semesters, I kinda wanted to go out and have fun, to . However, I realised now my friends are pretty much all busy. Actually, I'm not sure if they are busy, i just think that they have their own lives and I feel like I'm stepping invisible boundaries if I kept asking them out.
So, today after i'm done here at work, though I really wanted to go out and celebrate the end of what was the most painful and hardest semester, I'm probably gonna head home back to my k-pop videos.

Anyways, so thats what's been happening to me~
It's a blog so I can write about myself right? Haha.But yeah I should write more productive things rather then just posts of "hi, i am still allive"

SO! that is why i created a dayre account! A friend of mine uses it and talked to me about it a looooooooongggg time ago and I saw her snapchat like a few weeks ago of her posting on dayre and realised oh yeah, maybe this is the place where I can write posts of "hi i'm still here". 

 So yeah! If you want to know how I feel about life and the occasional "i'm still around"  posts, follow me  at https://dayre.me/mltz94  !

With that, I shall close this post.

Cheers!

Friday 5 August 2016

MOVIE RAMBLE TIME!! -Just my take on the movies I watched

As compared to other years, this year seemed to be the epitome of blockbuster movies.

Its only July and I've been to the theaters 4 times already in the past 2 months. And its pretty rare for me considering that I only go to the theaters once a year to watch that 1 film everyone talks about or to catch the occasional japanese films that comes out in Singapore. I used to be an avid fan of going to the theatres cuz of my parents, however in the recent years, as I got busier then my parents, I only made time to watch about 1-2 films that really caught my attention and got me to watch the film.

So! Because my blog seems to be depressing and has had no substantial posts in the last few months, I felt the need to work on this one post that covered all the movies I've watched this year.

So, let me list down the films I went to watch this year so far:

Captain America: Civil War 
Triple Nine
Independence Day 2
Ghostbusters
Star trek Beyond
Suicide Squad 

That's a lot ain't it, considering that I had to study and work and barely had time for myself.
One thing similar across all these movies was that, they caught my attention through the trailers that was on TV and YouTube. Furthermore, noticable actors were in the film that made me tempted to watch (except for triple nine, but more on how I stumbled upon this film later).However, trailers aren't everything and a movie can only be judged after we watch it. Let's get started on how I felt about the movies I watched!


Captain America:Civil War 

Honestly, I can't remember how I felt about this movie.

I mean, I remember being quite happy about the abundant action scenes it had and the twists and turns in the plot of whose evil or is the 'bad guy' and also that the focus wasn't just on Captain america. It was sort of like a mini avengers film, but them falling out. But other then that I can't remember what I honestly felt about the film. So lets move on to the rest...





Triple Nine

Triple 9 was a film I stumbled upon accidentally. Me and my friend had a rough day at school (our soul left us as we did a presentation for the first time in a long time and lets just say it didn't go so well). So, we decided, lets watch a film. During the time we wanted to watch a film, there was nothing at all. Deadpool was long over and the only "notable" film was kungfu panda and I wasn't gonna pay $8 to watch kungfu panda, but honestly I thought we had no other choice until we saw the poster for Triple nine. With no expectations, we went to catch triple nine and honestly, it wasnt too bad.

As I took this module called "Screen text" whereby we had to analyze films during the time we watch this movie, I felt that thanks to the things I learnt in that module, I got to enjoy this film a lot.
The plot was what we may deem as a 'puzzle plot' and there seems to be no distinct start nor end.

There wasn't much action as I thought it would have (yes, even though the poster looks like the film may mirror a gameplay of counterstrike) however, there was a lot was a lot of unexpected scenes/turnarounds in this film. Also, interestingly, the head of the mafia gang was a woman (played by kate winslet whom I thought portrayed her russian mafia head role quite well). This film had all the good points that my 'screen text' class taught, and maybe that was why I enjoyed it though it was a bit slow. It was definitely a better choice then kungfu panda. I would recommend people this movie especially if you like creative plots.


Independence Day 2 
From this movie, Independence day 2 onwards, I watched it in the past month or so, my opinions on the films is pretty much still fresh in my mind. Independence Day 2.

Ohhh,Guys. I was really excited for this film because I was a fan of Independence Day 1 (which not many people are). The trailer was short and sweet but all I got was that there was gonna be lots of actions. However, before watching the film, my friend warned me that many people were disappointed cuz it did not meet their expectations, so I went to watch the film with none and boyyyy was i glad I had no expectations (in a good way).

The way the film started was probably my most favorite scene in this film. That feeling of being sucked into and looking from the point of view of the alien was pretty cool. The movie brought back the old cast, except for will smith and it sort of brought back the old memories of ID 1. However, for this film, if you never watched ID 1, forgot how it went or worse still, mixed it up with the film 'Armageddon', you will most likely catch no balls.

The film picks off in the current times when earth has been peaceful for many years.  If I remember correctly, the movie was set in '2016' however the setting of the film taking place in '2016' was honestly not too realistic. But that is okay, considering that it is a sci-fi movie i'll let it slide. The plot however, stayed true to ID 1. It was very verryyy similar. I expected that jump scare when the president sacrficed himself to get the alien to talk, cuz they did that exact same scene in ID 1.

Overall, the action was good, the graphic was awesome  and i honestly enjoyed it. It was just irritating and annoying that the bloody alien just couldn't die easily at the end, but nothing's ever easy right. There was also a scene I wasn't really too keen on and it was the scene where they included Singapore's very own Marina Bay Sands. The scene started off with a guy in a taxi, listening to some chinese music, with a chinese takeaway box hanging in the taxi. Then bam, you can see people running away for their lives with MBS being destroyed along with buildings with very chinese signs.
Please hollywood, singapore is singapore. We have more races then chinese just living here and we definitely do not have signs in chinese everywhere. We also definitely do not have takeaway boxes that look like that here. Our takeaway boxes are styrofoam boxes. Other then this particular scene that made me a little pissed at the film, I would say its worth a check if you like a film with just loads of actions and graphics with little focus in the plot.


Ghostbusters
Yes. Another film revived from the olden days. Ghostbusters was a film I liked growing up (It came out when I was very young but it was frequently on repeat on channel 5 as I was growing up). So when I heard "Who you gonna call", I was definitely calling my parents to watch this film! (ok lame joke. moving on). Just from the trailer, you sort of know the plot. Storyline that is like the first ghostbusters film from the old days just replaced with females (Girl-busters! ok im done joking). So I had that mentality when I went in and it was exactly like that. The old sarcastic american jokes were in there, graphics of the ghosts were better, heck the old cast of Ghostbusters appeared too! Now I appreciate that this film was cool and refreshing cuz women were not portrayed as the damsel in distress as per usual in many other films, but I don't know, some scenes still featured 'stereotypes' people had on women, however I feel that this movie could be one to pave way for more future films that features a different role and side of women. However, its not a film that I'l go around saying "Dude you so need to watch it", it was more of a "do you like jokes? if yes then you'll enjoy this" or like if you are a fan of the old ghostbusters then yeah check it out.

Star Trek Beyond

I became a fan of star trek after their first film in '09.That first movie really blew my mind with the action, graphics and the story of exploring space and beyond. Thanks to the movie, I got into watching the drama when it was on TV and I fell in love with the characters of Star trek (espcially spock. heh).

So just like the other films, when I heard that Star Trek Beyond (the 3rd movie of the franchise) was coming out, I HAD TO WATCH IT. Within the second week of its opening, I rushed to watch it and boyyyyy was it so good. It could be because its part of celebrating the 50th year of Star Trek, but either way I loved it. I went in with expectations and left with the movie exceeding it (as usual).

No, its not cuz I'm biased to the film cuz Im a trekkie, but honestly, the graphic and action in this film really kept it on the edge of my seat and the storyline was different from past Star Trek Movies. Its storyline focused more on the humane side of the crew of the enterprise that drifted amongst space to explore the unknown. Now before I go on, I would just like to say it was sad for me to see anton yelchin in the film. He wasn't the most obvious character in the movie franchise, but his character was one that popped out every now and then and anton yelchin as an actor was really good as well and one could see he had more to show. So, just a little note of 'rest in peace' Anton yelchin and your act in star trek would not be forgotten.

Going back to talking about the film, it starts off with captain kirk, being uncertain of the road he chose to be captain of enterprise, being frequently lost,captured, hurt, which is understandable cuz I'm mean bro, if u are the captain of the enterprise, won't you feel the same? Anyways moving on. The usual quirk was in the film but the graphics, whooo, you can feel that this film definitely DID NOT scrimp on the budget (could be why there were so many film companies featured before the film started).

The trailer did not do justice to the film. I was constantly on the edge with this film and my heart died a little when the enterprise went down crashing into the planet. This is a film that I'd I go around saying "Dude you need to watch this whether you are a trekkie or not". And indeed, I watched this film with 2 friends who never heard of Star trek and they came out, wanting to go home to watch the 1st and 2nd star trek films.

Honestly, I'd choose star trek over star wars any day. (sorry to all the jedi fans).



Suicide Squad 
Now before I talk about this film, I just want to say a few things.

 #1 I'm not particularly a DC comic movie fan. I love their comics but not the films because they are always serious, dark and there's more talk then action. (I think by now, you'll realise I love action-heavy movies). So, films like batman, superman, dc films that many people say was 'kickass' and 'awesome', i tend to say otherwise. Suicide squad was actually the first film whereby its by DC and I really really wanted to watch it.

#2 One thing I learnt from the hype I created within myself to watch suicide squad it that one would enjoy a film more it they did not have expectations from it that was built from the trailers on the movie. I'm a type of person that relies HEAVILY on trailers. I'm not the kind that reads professional reviews and researches in depth before choosing what films to watch. Because honestly, why rely on others? Just watch the film yourself cuz we all have different tastes and opinions. Also, WHERE GOT TIME AIYOOO (releasing my inner singlish).  So anyways, after watching the trailer and finding out that Jared Leto was friggin playing The Joker, I told myself, thats it. I.Had.To. Watch.This. I needed to watch jared friggin leto being the joker, cuz guys, come on. Why would you miss out on that? To me I thought, Jared was a good method actor. He always put himself in the shoes of the character and if you watched his films, you don't see a hint of him but very distinct characters fit for the movie. However, there are some articles that Jared took "method acting" too far in this film, but I don't know, I thought he portrayed Joker well in this film (though heath ledger is still my fave joker until today).

So anyways back to the film. I have an exam in 2 days yet I couldn't wait to watch the film, so I did. After randomly initating a conversation with my friend, we went to watch suicide squad and boy was I not satisfied. Now before I continue writing my thoughts, I just want to say that if you havent watched it, then stop reading, cuz it could be a spoiler, but if you don't mind then feel free to read on.

Suicide squad is a good example of 'trailer bringing your expectations too high up'. I went in expecting some actions, cool battle scenes and turmoil with the joker. When in reality, the movie was based on a whole different villain that appeared only 2 seconds in the trailer and I thought was part of the crew. But I mean, I can also view this in a good way, cuz its a turn from the usual 'trailer explains to you the whole movie', but I kind of went in expecting a huge battle scene with the joker and not some witchcraft with the beam shooting into the sky scene (is it just me or is this kind of scene becoming to repetitive in films these days when the villian says 'i want to destroy earth').

My honest thoughts in this film was that it needed to clean up its script more and plot as well. I know that this film probably wanted to show everything about sucide squad. The character's story, the build up of the storyline, the climax and the finish but probably because of time constraints as well as how they have many characters, I felt that the plot was too rush. They tried to squeeze every magic, booms and bams in a short amount of time that at some point i was like "what?". Like everything was all over the place. The editing of the film could do a bit more working and tweaking as well.
Now, I thought that I was the only one that felt this way because my friends who watched it before me said 'it was awesome'. So I took to youtube to see how people reviewed this movie and yes. Someone said it. The editing was choppy. Another thing, one youtuber highlighted was that, the movie didn't feel complete because there were probably a lot of deleted scenes. So I decided, I will not say this film was terrible or bad until I watch the whole film without the deleted scenes. And I hope, the full film at least would make me go "yeah I guess its not bad".

HOWEVER, the film was not all that bad. The music used for this film was in check. It really matched the atmosphere and mood of the film. From the use of Queen's bohemian rhapsody to Eminem's without me, the music spoke for the scenes. So I guess that was the highlight for me.

But hey don't take my word for these films. As I said, films are to be judged by your own eyes and feelings. We all are unique in terms of opinions and we gravitate towards different kind of film genre and what we see in films.

Anyways, half a year has passed, but more films are coming out like FANTASTIC BEASTS AND WHERE TO FIND THEM!!! I can't wait for that film cuz I'm a huge fan of the harry potter series too. (The books especially, if i talked about the films, it would take years for me to finish). There's also inferno coming out!

So, this post is just entirely my takeaway from the films I've watched so far this year and because it is just my opinon and 'how i feel about it' it may not be your usual proper review. But hey, if you enjoyed it then YAY, but if not, I'll work to write better and more structured views and opinions on films.

With that,
Cheers!

Saturday 30 July 2016

Complex.

Credit: As stated in picture 

I work myself again today. 
Push myself through the boundaries i believe that will make me a better person 
Friends and family let me know i'm not alone. 
Words of support. Words of help. Words that get me through this hell. 
It goes through my left and out through my right 
As I struggle to keep my ideas alive at night. 

Isn't it weird I write the best after midnight 
When everyone's asleep exhausted by the day's fight
I keep myself awake with this coffee I make
Try to pull myself through tonight and hope I get some sleep at least till nine. 

Pushing and Pushing till I achieve the right words.
Writing and erasing until I achieve what I call perfection 
The essays and exams wont write itself 
and i sure as well can bullshit well but these days not matter how many days I give myself, 
I still can't write the words of satisfaction that can fill myself 

Breathe in and out 
This poisonous smoke that smells
This poison of a stick that maybe resembles hell
Killing my lungs but at least it helps me out 
Getting my thoughts sorted
Getting me to think of words that at least attains a score
Why judge me on grades that i get from this hell 
Can't you just judge for who I am and what i can do well? 

Saturday 2 July 2016

The Spirit of Youths

Credit: Tumblr.com

We run. We chase our dreams.

We can’t sit still. We want to try everything.

We want to experience fireworks. We want the feeling of adrenaline.

We don’t want anyone holding us down.

We fight. We fight to release these emotions of hate. Emotions we can’t control.

We find love. To replace the feeling the loneliness we want to forget.

We laugh. We smile. We drink. We smoke. To find ourselves. To find who we are.

We try. We fall. We pick ourselves up. That’s how we learn.

We do things we are told not to do.

We want to be free from the chains. The shackles. The responsibilities.

We want to be free. To ride into the sunset and feel the wind in our hair.

We want to feel reborn. We want to feel new. We want to venture roads we never traveled before.

Ambitious with spirit. Ambitious without a thought. What we want, we will achieve.

Don’t hold us down, because we are who we are. No one can control us.

No one can calm this heart that beats for freedom.


We are young. We are the youths and we want to be free forever. 

~Was listening to a song and was inspired  to write this. If only songs inspired me to churn essays..
Ironically as well...It's youth day tomorrow....I want to go back to my youth too~ 

Saturday 25 June 2016

What's on repeat on my playlist?

Hello my lovely readers,
It has been a while since I did a post related to music haven't I?
So recently, ok maybe not so recently but ever since March, I've subscribed to Spotify and've been listening to all my music there. And I must say thought it is limited in some ways, cuz I can't find certain music there, it is still a good option to listen to the majority of music out there.

So, today i'm going to  introduce a few songs I've been hooked recently or for a while. Recently, I've been hooked on 2 major things. BTS (Bangtan Sonyeondan) and J-hip hop. So if you look at the list there is quite a few j-hip hop. Now, I admit, I didn't know much about the japanese hip hop scene until I stumbled onto the playlist 'Tokyo Super Hits" on Spotify. My japanese hip hop knowledge is really small and the names I can throw at you that I knew from young are m-flo, terriyaki boyz and Beni K (if they count as hip hop). So you have no idea how happy and hyped I was to discover this new world.

I guess I'll do another post soon to explain more about the songs and why I got hooked to them and maybe just one whole post on BTS haha. But for now, I'll leave you guys with the 10 songs thats only replay on my playlist for months.

Cheers!

1. BTS- Whaelien 52



2. Rapmonster - Awakening 
 Rapmonster, leader of BTS is someone that is really growing on me. This song's lyrics is also really powerful as it shows his stance, his inner battle and what he's going/been through and I really admire him. If you listen to his other songs, you can see how much he voices his thoughts out. 


3. Taka (One Ok Rock) - Pillowtalk (Zayne Cover)
https://youtu.be/uLOkCXUuXYk
 Sadly I can't embed the video of this song but this is one song that was released a few days ago that reminded me how beautiful Taka's voice is. Furthermore, I think Taka's english improved again! Atta boy! 

4. Issues - Home Soon
Issues, no list can go without issues. Digging their new album alot and like Taka, Tyler's unique voice just draws me in. 



 5. Sia - Cheap Thrills
I often get sick of mainstream music because it keeps playing on the radio to the point where you started liking the song but hate it because all you hear is that song all day. However, I really like cheap thrills and thought im not a Sia fan, something about this song just lets me not grow sick of it. 

 

6. Tupac -Life Goes On
Recently, as well, I started digging my old mp3 (which took me a super long time to revive and retrieve its music) and immersed myself  with songs I used to listen and I came across this. Thought I needed to share because, this was one song from Tupac I really liked. 



 7. Justin Timberlake- Can't Stop the feeling

 8. Denpa Girl ft. Jinmenusagi, NIHA-C - Complex Remix
Denpa Girl, I really really liked their song OVERDOSE, but I couldn't find it on youtube, so if you dig this song, find them on Spotify and listen to OVERDOSE! ft. Niha-C, its the song that got me into them. I remember them from MTV when they were on this jap corner program of 'up and rising stars' and I remember thinking they were not bad. Well, all I can say is I am glad I came across them again. 


9. Ken the 390 - Heylas
HEYLAS!! honestly at first I thought they were saying haters, but hey we never know, when I listened to the song clearly, haters seemed more of an appropriate word but, really liked the beat the rap and this song really got me thinking like 'japanese rap is not that bad!' 



 10. Norikiyo S.O.S ~Sadness of Street~

Wednesday 22 June 2016

Losing to the darkest thoughts in your mind


Just like the weather, everything comes and goes in life.
People, work, school.
What stays permanent I'll never know.

They set rules on me to what I should do and not do 

We get told to be strong
We get told to not be wrong
We get told to always be proper
We get told to be ourselves.

What is strong, what is wrong
what is proper, what's ' find yourself'
Why should we listen to these rules when you end up all by yourself  

When we fall we got pick ourselves up
When we cry we go to hide to patch ourselves up
Dont you see that we will always be alone
in this long road, long nights, lonely home, lonely life
we were born alone, we live alone and then we die alone.
Think people cared? not really
Think people love you? not really
Think you got everything in the world in that hands of yours?
Think again cuz you know deep down, there's nothing you really got

Look in the mirror
Reflection getting nearer
Is that me
Is that who I think it is
Is that me or is that just a reflection of self-pity

Holding up breathless
Breathing through dark waters
Can't keep my head up high
I'm losing consciousness
Every minute when I breathe pain comes from within
Every minute I rethink of ways I can fade away

- I think my mind at night works in the most dangerous ways. These days, when I look into the notes where I write thoughts down, I realize the things I've been writing are getting too dark for my own good. Hoping things get better as times passes I guess.


Sunday 12 June 2016

Coffee



That freshly made grind
That freshly made aroma
The smell that kept you feeling a little warmer
Can't go without it in the morning
Its the only thing that keeps you going

Cafe Latte, Americano, Espresso with a shot
Take your pick its a lot but its bound to get you hot
Where I'm from we have the same types but its
Kopi, Kopi-O, Kopi-O Gao
Stay local, stay real.
Why spend $20 bills when you get the
 same thing, same deal with just a $2 bill
But hey, I guess sometimes we cant resist that starbucks deal

Coffee.
That's what I'm addicted to 24/7
That's my medicine to every single one of my problems
To get the the kick, to my head, every morning when im dead
I need that strong black coffee to not end up in a bag

It started out with milk coffee
couldn't go a day with it
Name all 'em milk cuz I couldn't drink without it.

But before i knew it I realized my coffee turned to black
Like my dreams that was dissolving into pitch black
When I was younger, I thought milk coffee was my world
Now that I'm older, I couldn't imagine it in my world.

To many coffee's just a drink
but to me coffee's my everything

"A very random post, but here's a little dedication to what keeps me going every day. -Coffee. Started appreciating it even more because recently I've been getting very tired from staying up late at night and waking up early in the morning. I read somewhere that you'd be more alert and less tired if you quit coffee for a week, but I don't think I would even last 2 days. Hahaha." 

Wednesday 25 May 2016

Losing the passion for writing

Today, I decided to put some thoughts into the topic of "Writing".

Some might think "Wah wah wah...Why you so serious today". Just bear with me for this post and maybe I'll go back to my normal way of blogging.

Writing has always been a part of me since young.
I regularly wrote in a diary when I was in primary school and though some may have groaned when they were asked to write reflections of their day or week as a school homework, I loved such assignments.
As I got introduced to music and began having a passion for it, I started to write my own lyrics as well. One song per 2 days was what I wrote and I still have that huge file of lyrics in my room . I always cringe when read it now, however, I can't seem to throw them away cuz it's a reminder of the days when I still had a passion for writing.

As I went to secondary, I fell in love with writing stories. O level narrative questions were not a burden for me because it was a place for me to craft and write fictional stories. I let my imaginations roam and just wrote stories after stories. Heck I loved writing stories so much I wrote fanfics and posted some. I still have a few of those stories stashed away incomplete and I regret not completing it when my passion was still there.

So then, I continued on to tertiary school, poly. I wrote the most legit stuff there. Reviews, news articles, see my portfolio and it features everything. I was never tired of writing even though every day in at least 1 module I probably had to write something. Heck it sparked something in me to clear up my old blog and start anew so that I could have a decent, proper sounding blog that is actually understandable and was not just about how I spent my day.

Why am I reflecting on these points you may ask. Why am I being so random? Well, that is because my passion for writing suddenly turned to be a burden to me recently.

If you check my blog posts, this post would probably be the first one for 2016. I had a lot of things I wanted to write about. My Penang trip, my trip to JB, what I was up to during my holidays, heck. My resolution for the year (which I always have wrote for years on my blog). But I scraped them all halfway because it was just tiring and bothersome to write.

Why you may ask.

Well, ever since I started university last year , I went through the process of writing essays. Churning essays after essays suddenly made writing a chore for me. As I went through semesters, I had to write about 3 essays Per sem and I just go tired of it. Typing became a chore, writing became a pain, it was just not fun to write anymore.The worst thing was that I kept getting criticized for the way I wrote my essays. Unlike writing articles, blogs, lyrics and stories, research and argumentative essays have a structure. That is why even in secondary I never chose argumentative essays because I hate how there's little freedom to express my thoughts. Ok, so maybe research essays allow you to express your thoughts on a certain research paper or method. But my thoughts was always criticized with comments such as "that is just an assumption, where is your evidence" or "this is not critical thinking, you are just stating what you read". Well I'm sorry. I'm not used to write 'critically' because I don't even know what writing 'critically' means. You might think that the more essays you write the simpler it gets. Yes it does. But it also ruins ur appetite to write other materials. You'll start to think that you are not good enough in writing so why should you write? Why should I write on my blog when no one's gonna read it? Why should I write stories when I don't have the capacity to produce it and heck my stories are lame. Why should I write lyrics when I'm not a musician and never will be?

There were times as I did my assignments, I had a spark to write something on my blog. But then it goes to be incomplete because I run out of what I want to write by the first paragraph. Like this topic on passion of writing. I wrote part of it as I was doing either my psych or media assignment last sem when I just really wanted to vent my anger on how I'm sad my passion of writing was dying.

But now, rather then being angry and blaming uni as the catalyst to make me hate writing, I think I just became frustrated at myself. Where did my passion for writing go? Where did my inspiration to write lyrics go? The only thing I could do well was write. If that was taken away from me, what can I do?  In the past, when I wrote, I wasn't writing to please others. I was writing to please myself. I was writing because I wanted to and I didn't care what people say. If there were good comments, I'll humbly take it, if there were negative comments, I'll take it or leave it. After thinking about that, I started to miss the days where I wrote for fun. Writing about how happy I was, how sad and angry I was, how I liked some guys but it always never worked out. I was trying to figure, since when did I stop writing about how I felt. When did I stop having inspirations to write songs. Was it because I knew I can never make music? Was it because all my dreams kept being trashed?

As I looked back on everything I thought and wrote, I decided, I needed to bring back my passion of writing.

In order to write, I feel that one needs to be inspired and what better way than to read. So I started to pick up books again. I'm starting to pick up half-assed written posts like this one up again. It's a small move but I realized if I didn't want uni to ruin my passion, I needed other ways to tell myself that writing is fun again. I've also started to keep a book to write my thoughts and just write whatever is in my mind on my phone when I'm on the go. Be it a story or lyrics, basically whatever that floats my mind.

Writing has always been my outlet of relief and I don't want uni to ruin my passion of writing. So what if I can't write research papers, so what if I don't have critical thinking, so what if keep getting negative remarks from all the bullshits I write in the essays. Essays have a structure, writing stories and lyrics don't rely on structure. They rely on expressions and creativity, so why did I even let remarks on my essay paper ruin my passion for writing?

I don't want to be trapped and to be criticized based on what I was forced to write. I want to be judged on what I was inspired to write.

So for all of you out there who hates to write because people criticize your work, don't hate it. You can write if you try it your own way. We are all forced to write for education at some point but it is a choice to write in your free time and honestly speaking, writing out of your own free will is amusing. Try writing a diary or journal for a month and look back at it a year later. You'll really get a good laugh to actually reflect on how you are doing now.

Well, I hope this post didn't bore you out. It was just a post that started with a random thought and frustration of mine of losing something I love. But I'm working to getting it back again so...if you didn't get what I just typed, it's cool! I'll think of a better post to write about the next time ><

Until the next post! Ta ta~~

P.s. Leaving you guys with some lyrics I wrote maybe 2-3 years back when my creativity and inspiration was running like mad. It's the first time I'm showcasing them somewhere. Hahaha. 


 The lyrics below Are  actually one of my all time fave amongst  the stuff I wrote. I still remember how I wrote this after I was staring at the moon outside my window at night.